"I have waves of kind of grief and sadness," she continued. "I am kind of getting back in touch with this part of myself that I haven't felt like since I was in my 20s before I had kids.

"Thank you for asking," the actress replies in a video. "It's very different. I have waves of grief and sadness." Never miss a story — sign up for PEOPLE's free daily newsletter to stay up-to ...

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